I wish I could have done things right*·.

XANGA is WAYY cooler

2005-03-06T16:43:30Z

I'm not using this anymore ! Go to: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Coldtoastycakes <<<that's way cooler than this!

tonight i'm gonna give you all my love in the back seat

2005-02-02T02:06:11Z

Look jen, i updated

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Bubble pop electric you've gotta get it!

it's shna-oing

2005-01-24T03:05:54Z

wow! snowday tomorrow WoooooooP! thinking about getting a napoleon shirt! SWEET! I just can't decide on which one to get. Ah! They're all so great! Anywhoo I prepared for tomorrows snowday by getting a lot of junk food. It's gonna be sweet. wait..correction--> soft electricity: flippin sweet<--

peace out

Picture book of people with each other [to prove they love each other] a long time ago

2005-01-06T03:07:05Z

The highlight of my day was lunch. The end.

Sammy Beans*·.

You wanna know who I really am? Yeah, so do I *·.

2005-01-05T01:34:32Z

Whoa! I haven't updated in such a long time. Actually, my friend, Jen, inspired me to because she told me about her journal today. Nothing new really. Fencing was sweet and then i went home.

Stolen from Jen:

Put an X next to things that apply to you....

Have you ever...
[ ]been drunk
[ ]smoked pot
[ ]done shrooms
[ ]done harder drugs
[X]kissed a member of the opposite sex
[ ]kissed a member of the same sex
[ ]rode in an ambulance
[X] rode in a taxi
[X] been dumped
[ ]shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in fist fight
[ ] had a 3some. kissing or otherwise
[ ]snuck out of your parents house
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stolen something from your job
[ ] celebrated new years in time square
[ ] went on a blind date
[X] lied to your friend
[ ] had a crush on your teacher
[ ] celebrated mardi- gras in new orleans
[ ] been to europe
[ ] skipped school
[ ] thrown up from drinking
[X] played clue
[X] had a sleepover
[X] went iceskating
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[ ] been cheated on
[ ] had a sweet sixteen
[ ] had a car
[ ] drove

Do you...
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[X] have a crush
[ ] feel loved
[X] feel lonely
[X] feel happy
[X] hate yourself
[ ] think you're attractive
[X] have a dog
[X] have your own room
[X] paint your nails
[X] have more than one best friend
[X] get good grades
[X] play an instrument
[X] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[X] wear thongs
[X] wear black eyeliner
[ ] like the color blue
[X] like the color yellow
[X] like to read
[X] like to write
[X] have short hair
[ ] have long hair
[X] have a cell phone
[ ] have a lap top
[ ] have a pager

Are you...
[X] ugly
[ ] pretty
[ ] ok.
[X] bored
[X] happy
[X] white
[ ] black
[X] asian
[ ] italian
[ ] mexican
[ ] short
[ ] tall
[ ] grounded
[ ] sick
[ ] lazy
[ ] single
[ ] taken
[X] looking
[ ] not looking
[ ] talking to someone
[ ] IMing someone
[X] scared to die
[X] tired
[X] sleepy
[ ] annoyed
[X] hungry
[X] thristy
[ ] on the phone
[X] in your room
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[X] in your pjs
[ ] tickleish
[X] listening to music
[ ] homophobic

I was just bored and that looked interesting.

Sammy Beans*·.

Wasting words on lower cases and capitals

2004-06-15T00:38:05Z

haha, today i did nothing but sleep and eat..so i'll write about yesturday [sunday] went to amelia's hizzle...i skated there, but i stopped half way because i felt bad [my sister was walking because she doesn't want to learn to skate] anywhoo..when we got there..we sat outside and studied..and the icream truck went by and we got icecream..yum. haha, we went inside and made brownies..haha i feel soo bad because i was supposed to add 1/4 cup of water...but her measuring cup went up to two cups..and i accidentally added 1 and 1/4 cup...lmao, amy was trying to dump out all of the water...but the brownies actually came out good..they just had a cakey texture..oh man. okay, well amy's worried that her little brother is going to grow up and become gay [because he's growing up with 3 sisters] and when we were making the brownies..amy was talking to nikki..and amy was like, "do you think joey is going to be gay?" and as she says it they both look at joey and then he like...grabs my ass...and i turned around [i thought that i just bumped into him] and then they start cracking up and i'm just like, what?..hehe oh golly. HAHA oh yeah..and after that, he comes into the kitchen, and when it was pure silence he just says "faggot" and amy was just like...uh, what did you say? then he repeats it..and it was so funny because he's like..it's not a bad word...yeah, then the "post master" aka amy didn't want to punish him because he didn't know what he was saying...whew...amy's house is crazy :) went in her room and chilled then me and nikki had to go..yeah..i'm gonna get knocked out in a minute because i took cough medicine a half an hour ago..and it makes you drowsey because it's "night time" medicine..bybye!

I lie for only you

Somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool.

2004-06-13T01:48:05Z

went to jamie's...had a water balloon fight...it was so funny..the balloons were just bouncing off of us and breaking when they hit the ground...we decided it would be better if we took a bunch of them and put them on the trampoline...so that when we jumped they would break...that was fun...and we were sitting on them too..hehe..then went to amy's..watched the kids for a little...then went on her trampoline and practiced cheers that we remembered cause we're dorks...hehe then we went to kendra's to go swimming..but it was really cold because it was 8 when we got there, and the sun was down...but we went swimming anyway..we got out at 9 and now i'm home..and i'm wet still..so cold...i'm going to hop in the shower then sleep...tomorrow i'm going to study then head over to amy's and hopefully go tanning...yeah...bye

I'm without you

2004-06-09T01:12:59Z

Yum, today was a day. hum you say? haha, ok i'm done...anyways...no really...but today i had to explain about 16,541,654 times why my sister wasn't in school today. well..i don't feel like typing it out because i've said it too many times and i don't feel like typing it. Me and rosie were acting like nikki died..hah "and we would be at her locker if she was here today *sniff*" "We wouldn't have gotten stuck in the hall if she was here" we are so dumb..it's great/sad. Oh man, in algebra..it was so funny..well we had a test before..and i thought i did horrible because i made up words...i forgot the name of this property and i made up some word like the equalarity property...and when i got my test back..i got a hundred..and i flipped to the page where i made up the word...and it's underlined and she put "ok" next to it...wow......just ...wow. and i thought i was dumb for making up the word...but she's dumb for believing my bull sh*t answer. bio is always great..john and his games.."mr. tucker...WHat? i didn't say anything" haha health i had to write another note to rose because i couldn't look at the tv screen..it's health class...Yuckie! i had lunch next...it was weird without nikki, but max and dave came over and we were just talking about random junk..[i love that word] it was the junkness! english was great...john throwing paper balls at me and rose...me trying to get him back..trying..world studies was horrible..i got all these tests and quizzes [all which were C's]i suck in that class..spanish was a joke. they were spraying water on everything..and i got soaked. keyboarding was boring..and i went home after school and ate pancakes...i love pancakes..haha i can eat them forever.........................mmm..YUMMY! Gosh i LOVE brand new.......random, but i do!

Well i'm out yoller!<lmao rosie lee>

**Sammy Beans*

<3 PS get better nikki...fo' i cut choo wif my toe nailz<hah, who comes up with this junkness?? hhehe

coldtoastycakes @ 2004-06-05T22:55:00

2004-06-06T03:02:43Z

just got back from jamie's house, and i went there at two...i'm really tired, but i wanted to update...idk..i just felt like it..well we went to the mall and bought a lot of candy and candy bubbles...but we didn't know that you could only eat the bubbles in bubble form, and you couldn't just drink it, so we did and it tasted horrible and it burned. went back to her house and talked and looked at her mom's year book...then i went home...and i'm really tired but the whole day i was so dizzy and i felt like i was going to faint...it was weird. i'm going to bed now....bye

you mean nothing to me now*

Don't you love those leaves? Don't you wish the orange stayed forever...

2004-06-04T23:09:51Z

just wow...went uptown with anna nikki and ro...hah going to the skate park and hangin with hot guys is always fun. well i have someone in mind, so everything was good..i'm just really tired now..and hungry, i think i'm going to get something to eat. aw, my dog is being so cute right now.. sorry, random. i really don't know what to write though....i guess i'm done.

Samantha Jø

The best part of what has happened was the part i must have missed...

2004-06-03T23:31:10Z

i kept thinking that today was friday..john was being mean in bio because anna didn't share her candy the other day so he got mad cause i didn't give him the candy that she gave me...so i got mad at him, then he appologized :) well lunch was weird, bobbie pins was annoying me..haha "She's a shit!" oh man haha rose, his voice :p whew, anywhoo...mr. lerner's was okay...haha well we were watching romeo and juliet, and john was talking about them being necrophiliacs...but he didn't know the word and everyone in the class was bothing mr. lerner to tell them the name of a person that ..well you know...it was just amusing because i only knew what the word was because my brother called me a necrophiliac one day...haha my brothers so mean. and after school i just went home, did homework/studied, took a shower, ate...hmm...i might actually go to bed early... i wish things were the way they used to be

Samantha Jø

We're yelling through the streets

2004-06-02T01:07:47Z

...today was completely pointless...

band- recorded...and max dropped out in the beginning so i was confused and stopped too.

Algebra- i have no idea what's going on in this class...i spaced out

Bio- me and john fought over anna's cookies...hah, then i got my quiz back...i did good i guess.

health- gross...just gross, ewk. i'm gonna vomit in this class some day, i can barely handle seeing blood...wait, nevermind, i can't even handle that

lunch- hah, bobbie pins [nickname for someone] I can't stop laughing when i pass him, then he made fun of me...oh man...i'm gonna wear a lot of bobby pins in my hair one day just to see what he'd say.

english- got our quizes and tests back FINALLY.

World studies- i was lost the whole time...i was too busy thinking about someone [that never thinks of me]

spanish- I WON DRAGON! the first time the whole year...haha that game is so funny. okay, if you don't have mrs. preacher, you wont understand.

keyboarding- ...i hate this class, besides the fact that it's boring, but before the bell rings, i get this awful feeling in my stomach..i don't want to see you. I always get my hopes up for nothing.

after school i went home...worked on a project and roasted marshmellows on my stove...

Now you've moved on and i'm left alone

I'm lost in confusion

Die young and save yourself

2004-05-31T20:38:32Z

wow, i just woke up, but i was awake before...to go out with my parents and my sister to eat at fridays...but when i got home, i was so tired...then i went to bed, and then it hit me and i had a lot of homework...i tried falling asleep but my sister wasn't going to let me fall asleep because she knew i had homework...so i woke up, did it..then went back to bed...then idk, but someone called my phone, it was weird...i picked up my phone and i looked to see the number, to see if i recognized it. It was a private number...idk it felt like a dream [i was so out of it] i went to find my sister so she could answer it...and it was so weird, i realized she was taking a shower but i still went in there, waited a second, then that's when it hit me that she couldn't answer it in the shower so then i went into my room and lied on my bed while i just left it ringing...idk. i didn't feel like doing anything but sleeping. idk, but i just felt like updating since it has been a while. but everything kind of sucks. so i don't see the point of this. I've just kind of been feeling like shit for the past forever....

I've lost touch, and now i miss you

Take me and break me, and make me strong like you

2004-05-25T00:34:14Z

Today was great..World studies was soo funny. Okay, i gave amy her birthday card [but i got her a pokemon card that said "You're six!" It was soo funny because it had on the back a cut out of picachu[however u spell it] with the phrase "I'm 6" next to it...haha, she cut it out and taped it to her shirt, it was so funny, then she cut all these other pokemon things and put them on my shirt...it was great...well, after school...i waited with amy nikki and jeff where we made The Panda Bear Clüb<<haha...that was so funny. We are dorks..When i got home i got ready for the Cheerleading Banquet. Me and my sis went with amy, and when we got there we ate everything...then we got our letters, and as amy's name was getting called [of course] she was too busy talking...Lol that was soo funny :p i don't know why, but i forgot that i was on varsity and it was a surprise when i got my letter...haha [short term memory?] yeah, now i'm home and i think i will...study...yeah, cuz i think i have a test for health tomorrow...okay, byez!

Love always

S a m a n t h a * J ø

Come on, come on, lets just get this over with

2004-05-23T21:54:12Z

Hey! well, started off with completely solving my differences with ro...everythings cool now soo happy.. hehe, we're so dumb, we both always get worried that we are going to lose our "place"...but no one can ever replace rosie or nikki. Yeah, well, i actually finished my World Studies project. *woop* *woop* then i helped rosie make her livejournal thing Then i went outside for a while to play with my doggy...now i'm going to take a shower...byebyez

Love always

Samantha Jo

Ps...Rosie's Birthday is in a week!

If i could find you now things would get better

2004-05-23T02:41:00Z

yeah, well..today was cool..went to jamies at like 5:40 then we went to the mall...i got new shoes [sandals] they're soo cute! hah. We were trying them on like in the store for forever..then we went into kb toys and looked at all the toys..it was so funny remember what we used to play with and all...then we saw water balloons and got the idea of having a water balloon fight, but it was too late so we're just gonna have one another day.. :) then we went outside and waited for her mom...there was this weird guy that had one of those toys that u hit and they made noises..but it was funny because he kept doing it randomly thinking we wouldn't know that it was him..haha..but it was creepy too. went back to jamies for a while talking about retarted mrs. preacher...Lol it was so funny, because she is so dumb. 'I think today i want that to be in the imperfect' lol its not specific enough! haha, dumbness. then me and nikki left and emma [her puppy] was in the car too...shes soo cute hehe. well i'm tired...i think i'm going to bed now..laters

*Samantha Jo

Losing half a year waiting for you here

2004-05-22T14:29:26Z

I couldn't update yesturday cause i got home sooo late...so i'll just write about yesturday..After school me and my sister went to jamies with evan. We played with her puppy until her dad got home so that we could go mini golfing. It was really fun...but me jamie and nikki sucked...haha. I kept playing in the water with my golf club thing. then after that, we went to a different part of the place where you try and hit the ball really far or something like that...well evan was doing it all good and then me nikki and jamie tried and we sucked reeaaally bad...haha, we were trying to hit the guy that was going by to get the balls...lol, it was so funny..i almost got him...but my ball was sort of rolling instead of in the air..haha, it took us all like 50 tried before we actually hit the ball..oh man..after that we went back to jamies and played clue..LMAO ok, because jamie lost some of the weapon peices, she made some out of tin foil...and there was one that looked like a paddle and we couldn't stop cracking up..oh man.u had to be there....any ways evan didn't know how to play and he kept showing us his cards and he was getting mad because we were laughing at him...next, we went uptown. we just basically walked around then went back to jamies..when we got in her room jamie started making her purse and evan and nikki were making yarn balls out of "worsten" yarn [lol] Why is it being stupid?? well evan was cheating with the yarn ball because he crumpled it up and then started wrapping it around...yeah then we went downstairs and evan left then me and my sis left...anyways..yeah..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMMY!!!

I love you amy,

Samantha Jo

p.s. I miss hanging out with rosie :( idk, but she's been hanging with julia and stuff like everyday and it's like i don't exist anymore... :( i miss you rose... please don't just forget about me

So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars

2004-05-21T01:12:56Z

Yo! Amy's birfday is in two days! I'm excited for her! Em effer my computer is being a whore...ugh...haha i took a quiz thing [cuz i was bored]

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure Angels always appear when a child is born, when a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and show their love to everyone in the world.

haha, okay, i was bored...anyways...i'm off to bed...goodnight!

Love always*

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*Samantha Jo

Maybe you could find my heart

2004-05-19T02:17:39Z

Today was grand...after school went to katie's house with amy...We ate almost everything...I was soo hungry because i didn't eat two lunches... :-( Well, after that, i did my homework while watching disney channel..then when we went to josie's it turns out that she was doing her homework and watching the disney channel too! OMG we are soo cooL! okay..well, we were just chilling and junkness...we played tbs and stuff..we were making fun of music videos too..that was grand...i can't really remember what we talked about...but then i got home, finished more of my homework, then cut my hair [it doesn't look different though] haha...meh, whatever, my hair is a gay peice of shit <lol shit turds> oh man, josie making fun of jeff himines. OMG I can't wait till july [cuz i'm going with amy to krome to see std!!] CAN't WAIT! well, its waaaaay past my bed time...i'm out cub scout..

*Samantha Jo

She stole everything your heart desired

2004-05-16T14:16:53Z

Well, i forgot to update yesturday because I went to bed so late..well, yesturday me, my sis, and jamie went uptown for a little..we went to rita's then went back to my house. We chilled for a little then ordered pizza. After that we went to the park but stupid little kids were hogging the swings so we left [cause that's all that I wanted to go on] When we got back in my house some really cool people prank called us..Oh man, if i was only as cool as them. Too bad we knew who it was [figures, they have no life] So please don't shower! I like my American Idols dirty! lOl nikki and jamie :-p Well we went to the ragshop afterwards to look for paint for jamie, and string for nikki and i was just there...but i ended up buying fabric paint [which was fun to play with] We went to wallmart afterwards...lol I was looking for powerpuff girl stuff... :-( but they didn't have anything...when we got back to my house..i went crazy with my fabric paint and i put all these designes on my shoes and stuff...i like it hehe..well yeah, then Jamie slept over and we were telling eachother about all these scary things so i was so scared before i went to sleep. I had a dream about idk...but all i remember was that i was in the school, and i had to go to the bathroom really bad, but i lost my agenda and I couldn't use anyone else's because they installed like this new voice activated thing in the agenda to tell if it's yours..idk weird, but then i woke up...and i had to pee really bad...it was weird..Lol..yeah, then jamie left and then i went crazy with my fabric glue again. I put all these designes on a crappy shirt that i accidentally bleached..heehe.well yeah..and now i think i'm gonna eat something..even though i ate already..but meh, whatever

Please don't shower <LOl Not Samantha*·.

I'd love to be scattered to hell with you..to hell with you

2004-05-15T00:54:36Z

OMG!! Today was the best!! oh man...TROY came out today!! haha..Orli made it rated r...Well...after school me nikki and rosie went to see it....LMAO soo funni!! well, the movie isn't meant to be funni, but knowing how dumb we are...oh man..well, we sat behind old people, and the old man fell asleep before the movie started...and his head was back and he was snoring...it was soo funni, cuz rosie goes, "Oh no you aren't! You aren't gonna ruin any hot OB moments" So she kicks his chair and he wakes up..OH man! lol rose that was funni...well, nikki knew what was goiing on in the movie but me and rosie didn't cuz we were too busy starting at Orlando's HOTTTT BOdy...[he was nakey] lol, but all we saw was his chest..Lol we aren't that perverted...Lol..Okay...me and rose are DUMB. Ro didn't know the movie was based on the Trojan war until they brought out the big ass horse..and i thought Hercules was in it the whole time, but his name was actually Aculese or something [idk how to spell] well, then i was like to ro during the movie, "How come they're saying hercules's name so funny?" and then we both found out afterwards that it wasn't hercules...LOl...HECTOR! *Takes deep breath* VICTOR..uh..i mean HECTOR *takes another deep breath* LMAO Oh man,i want the sound track to that movie..oh yeah...lOl...that was soo fun guys! We are soo dumb :-p haha, orli can make any movie funni...okay...so no once can kill "Hercules"...but all of a sudden, orli can...but does it at the wrong time...LOl NOOOOOOO! *Shoots arrow* STOP SHOOOTING *shoots 3 more* LMAO he should be blonde...along with rosie and me. Not nikki, she actually got the movie. haha...But u have to love orli...*sigh* he is just the hottest man alive...i'm sorry to say, but yes, yes he is...lol, no they can't kill of hercules yet...cuz he's "brad pitt" Lmao rose...your logic..atleast orli didn't die! he's to hot to leave this earth...okay, i'm gonna shut up now...bybyz!

tootlez,

*∙.Not Samantha*∙.

PS...oh yeah, did i mention that Orlando Bloom was the hottest guy in the world!?

:∙Right now i'm feeling lost∙:

2004-05-13T00:35:09Z

Holler! I hated my xanga so i got this shizz :-p hehe. well, anyways...yeah...today was cool...uhmm, well, my day was grand...i don't have enough time because i gotta go to bed....laterzz, ill write more tomorrow...i promise!..bye

**Samantha Jo